I definitely do not enjoy secondary three life.

Everyday, I have something after school. Which made my schedule packed. And I only have time at night for blogging, games, homework and revision.

It's very stressful and I need to manage my time well. In order to cope in school, I had to have extra tuition for my own benefit. I have tuition for A-Maths, E-Maths, Physics and Chemistry at home. Then, I'll go to a tuition centre for English and Mother Tongue.

It's like, I have six subjects for tuition. So my schedule is like ZOMGGGGG. ._.

This is what I plan to do. I'll still have six subjects for tuition in one week, however, after the first exams, I'll see my results. If there are subjects that I can cope very well, I will stop the tuition for a while.

Tsk. I have no idea why I cried today in school too. After PTI, I totally got saddened and cried. I'm glad SOME people actually figured out that I cried.

:) But I'm fine now.

Labels: moodless, sad, stress, tired, weird

There would probably only be 0.03% that the person would read this.


Find yourself someone else better while we remain as friends. I didn't know I would be the one that decided it. I remembered you told me, that you'll try to be my last. It didn't even last for two months.

Maybe we're really fated to be friends and we went too deep and because of that, everything went wrong. And I think my phobia is coming back again. Pfftt.

But it's alright. It's not entirely your fault. I was at fault too. Yeah so, that's it. C'ya.

Labels: moodless

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

Day 15
Put your iPod on shuffle : first 10 songs that play

1. On The Wing - Owl City
2. Disloyal Order Of Water Buffaloes - Fall Out Boy
3. Where You At - Tae Yang
4. Right Through Me - Nicki Minaj
5. Stephen - KE$HA
6. What's My Age Again? - Blink 182
7. Stay With Me - Breathe Electric
8. Skyway Avenue - We The Kings
9. He Said She Said - Ashley Tisdale
10. 1, 2, 3, 4 - Plain White T's

Oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I like Plain White T's again. And hahaha. According to that list I don't even sound like a KPOP fan. Because, I was not. Until my friends influenced me. Especially Jean TBJ.

Labels: 30letters-2, moodless, regrets, sad, tired

Tomorrow will be busy. Tomorrow will be busy.

Here's the situation,
Been to every nation,
Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do,
You know my motivation,
Given my reputation,
...Please Excuse me I don't mean to be rude,
But tonight I'm lovin you!

Labels: moodless, music

Cookie sales in the morning. I never expected it to get all the stocks finished by today.

Labels: girlguides, moodless

Can I not go for my job tomorrow? :(

I don't want to wear girl guide uniforms in front of public. I don't care about the plaits. I care about the rule that we need to clip up our hair.

I hate clipping up my hair in uniforms.

Labels: moodless

Annie, 14.
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