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Tuesday, February 1, 2011 8:07 PM
I just want a professional camera for my birthday.
Or the polaroid with a million pieces of film.
Or the polaroid with a million pieces of film.
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Monday, January 24, 2011 9:18 PM
I definitely do not enjoy secondary three life.
Everyday, I have something after school. Which made my schedule packed. And I only have time at night for blogging, games, homework and revision.
It's very stressful and I need to manage my time well. In order to cope in school, I had to have extra tuition for my own benefit. I have tuition for A-Maths, E-Maths, Physics and Chemistry at home. Then, I'll go to a tuition centre for English and Mother Tongue.
It's like, I have six subjects for tuition. So my schedule is like ZOMGGGGG. ._.
This is what I plan to do. I'll still have six subjects for tuition in one week, however, after the first exams, I'll see my results. If there are subjects that I can cope very well, I will stop the tuition for a while.
Tsk. I have no idea why I cried today in school too. After PTI, I totally got saddened and cried. I'm glad SOME people actually figured out that I cried.
:) But I'm fine now.
Everyday, I have something after school. Which made my schedule packed. And I only have time at night for blogging, games, homework and revision.
It's very stressful and I need to manage my time well. In order to cope in school, I had to have extra tuition for my own benefit. I have tuition for A-Maths, E-Maths, Physics and Chemistry at home. Then, I'll go to a tuition centre for English and Mother Tongue.
It's like, I have six subjects for tuition. So my schedule is like ZOMGGGGG. ._.
This is what I plan to do. I'll still have six subjects for tuition in one week, however, after the first exams, I'll see my results. If there are subjects that I can cope very well, I will stop the tuition for a while.
Tsk. I have no idea why I cried today in school too. After PTI, I totally got saddened and cried. I'm glad SOME people actually figured out that I cried.
:) But I'm fine now.
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Monday, January 10, 2011 6:47 PM
Today is probably the worse day of school.
I missed out my favourite job, taking photos (for the graduates). Because of my woman cramps.
Okay, the pain only came on me like, on the second period? ._. Sometimes I really dislike being a lady. I rather be a man. But a man would need to serve national service. And hard work is something I hate. Who won't hate it?
I seriously need to distract myself with something.
I missed out my favourite job, taking photos (for the graduates). Because of my woman cramps.
Okay, the pain only came on me like, on the second period? ._. Sometimes I really dislike being a lady. I rather be a man. But a man would need to serve national service. And hard work is something I hate. Who won't hate it?
I seriously need to distract myself with something.
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Thursday, December 23, 2010 6:34 PM
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
Day 15
Put your iPod on shuffle : first 10 songs that play
- On The Wing - Owl City
- Disloyal Order Of Water Buffaloes - Fall Out Boy
- Where You At - Tae Yang
- Right Through Me - Nicki Minaj
- Stephen - KE$HA
- What's My Age Again? - Blink 182
- Stay With Me - Breathe Electric
- Skyway Avenue - We The Kings
- He Said She Said - Ashley Tisdale
- 1, 2, 3, 4 - Plain White T's
I like Plain White T's again. And hahaha. According to that list I don't even sound like a KPOP fan. Because, I was not. Until my friends influenced me. Especially Jean TBJ.
Labels: 30letters-2, moodless, regrets, sad, tired
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Monday, December 20, 2010 4:49 PM
Day 13
A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Actually, no one really intentionally hurt me recently. *scratch head* Okay. Maybe...
To: Z
Hi. Where is the picture I want from you. It's a promise leh. It's 8 days and I still don't have it.
Sayonara.
A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
I had the weirdest dream ever. It was about me and Kai Yuan quarreling over @cash.That is not part of the letter.
Actually, no one really intentionally hurt me recently. *scratch head* Okay. Maybe...
To: Z
Hi. Where is the picture I want from you. It's a promise leh. It's 8 days and I still don't have it.
Sayonara.
Labels: 30letters-2, kpop, sad
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Sunday, December 19, 2010 3:08 PM
Day 12
How you found out about blogger and why you made one
From B2ST - Beautiful MV
I found out blogger when I was about 10 years old. But, I could not find that blog anymore. So, when I was 11 years old. I created my first 'serious' blog. As in, I blog everyday about my life. But, since I was a kid, I didn't know what's cyber-bullying. So, I misused my blog. Whenever I came back home, I'll do my homework, then revise a little, and then use the computer for blogging. And I'll rant about my complains in school. And also revealing the people's real names. So, somehow, the people found out my blog, and it ruined my whole primary school life.
And, it's not really good memories inside. I was a child, you see. I blog also nonsensical stuff. And irrational ones too. I had already closed it. Because, I actually wanted to forget those primary school memories.
Since this post asked why I created it, it's simple: I just want to say what I want, do what I want to do, flame everyone that I don't like.
* FYI: I changed. Blogging also helped me to learn a lesson. I'll never do those stuff again, which equals to cyber-bullying. Some posts in the blog had been deleted because, it's really disturbing.
Yes, the last-time-Annie, was not as good as she was now. But she turned over a new leaf and its all the past.
How you found out about blogger and why you made one
From B2ST - Beautiful MV
I found out blogger when I was about 10 years old. But, I could not find that blog anymore. So, when I was 11 years old. I created my first 'serious' blog. As in, I blog everyday about my life. But, since I was a kid, I didn't know what's cyber-bullying. So, I misused my blog. Whenever I came back home, I'll do my homework, then revise a little, and then use the computer for blogging. And I'll rant about my complains in school. And also revealing the people's real names. So, somehow, the people found out my blog, and it ruined my whole primary school life.
And, it's not really good memories inside. I was a child, you see. I blog also nonsensical stuff. And irrational ones too. I had already closed it. Because, I actually wanted to forget those primary school memories.
Since this post asked why I created it, it's simple: I just want to say what I want, do what I want to do, flame everyone that I don't like.
* FYI: I changed. Blogging also helped me to learn a lesson. I'll never do those stuff again, which equals to cyber-bullying. Some posts in the blog had been deleted because, it's really disturbing.
Yes, the last-time-Annie, was not as good as she was now. But she turned over a new leaf and its all the past.
Labels: 30letters-2, kpop, regrets, sad
Shortcakes.
Thursday, November 25, 2010 10:11 PM
Went to school to collect my superman shirt from Joanna. Then, I sat on the same bus as Joanna. We talked and laughed. Then, she suddenly turned around and quickly pressed the bell. Her stop had just went off.
She's so pissed, she told me to go first, and wait for her at the mall. She'll walk home to shower first. And we'll have Swensens later.
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Because today was the day when PSLE results are released, all the parents treated their children to Swensens/Pizza Hut/something.
Then, Joanna told me that Yi Fan and Tracy would be joining us but they won't eat. After walking rounds and rounds, we finally settled down at Subway.
I love Subway cookies. :D
She's so pissed, she told me to go first, and wait for her at the mall. She'll walk home to shower first. And we'll have Swensens later.
Because today was the day when PSLE results are released, all the parents treated their children to Swensens/Pizza Hut/something.
Then, Joanna told me that Yi Fan and Tracy would be joining us but they won't eat. After walking rounds and rounds, we finally settled down at Subway.
I love Subway cookies. :D
And I couldn't believe that I saw Hk today at the library while waiting for Joanna. I was reading a book. Then I suddenly thought about the past, when me and Hk would sit at one corner of the library and chill out. I thought I would see him again. And I really did. This time, he was with a friend. Not a girl. But, I heard that he was still with the girl he ran to after breaking me up.
At that moment when I saw him, I'm not sure if he had seen me. But, I know that my heart had the same feeling when I looked eye to eye to B when B and I broke. My heart felt like something had bit it, and its bleeding.
I don't like them anymore. But why does my heart still feels so bad when I see them.
Never turning back.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 4:59 PM
Day 15 - the person you miss the most
Friday, November 5, 2010 7:04 PM
S.
I still. I still think about you. I saw your pictures on Facebook recently. There were this particular girl in almost all the pictures. I can't stop thinking of it, maybe she's your new.. girlfriend? No, no, maybe just a friend.. Ahhhhhh. Okay, forget it. I'm not gonna guess who is she to you anymore because it's giving me creeps. It's making me jealous.
We're just not suited to be lovers. We're better if we're good friends. I hope we would really be still good friends even after 10 years. I'm really glad I met you, even though we weren't together anymore.
If she's really the one, the perfect girl, then she had also found the perfect guy. Tell her she's lucky. Last long, you two.
By the way,
Happy Deepavali.
Last day of school.
Thursday, October 28, 2010 6:13 PM
We need old friends to help us grow old and new friends to help us stay young.
Yeah. 2E4, is separating already. I'll really miss the times we've been together. You all are the best friends that I ever had in my life.
Something Jean shared with me:
301th viewer.
By the way, I got into 1G. Which is, pure chemistry + pure biology + pure physics + geography elective + core subjects. And I found out, my close friends are all going to other classes. Only Jean, Yingxuan, Priscilla, Tryphena are coming with me.
I'm kind of, sadded now.
Ah but nevermind, after school, I can always eat with Felicia, You Ping and Priscilla.
Taemin. (L)
Yeah. 2E4, is separating already. I'll really miss the times we've been together. You all are the best friends that I ever had in my life.
Something Jean shared with me:
301th viewer.
By the way, I got into 1G. Which is, pure chemistry + pure biology + pure physics + geography elective + core subjects. And I found out, my close friends are all going to other classes. Only Jean, Yingxuan, Priscilla, Tryphena are coming with me.
I'm kind of, sadded now.
Ah but nevermind, after school, I can always eat with Felicia, You Ping and Priscilla.
Taemin. (L)
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to
Thursday, October 21, 2010 8:19 PM
My grandmother. I wish that she's still alive.
Nothing much happened in school.
1 - My best friend.
Monday, October 4, 2010 2:48 PM
I've been thinking of that question lately. I don't have a best friend. I do have good friends, and they're mostly, like... cliques.
And my good friends are everywhere. Not only at school. I have,
- Girl Guide buddies.
- Class buddies.
- Outside-of-class buddies.
- Audition buddies.
- Outside-of-school buddies.
- Ex-TGPS buddies.
Class buddies. Pearline, Felicia, Jean, Priscilla, You Ping, Wei Ya, Palida, Kai Wen, Rong Xin. Seriously, they are always with me when I'm down. I love them all.
Outside-of-class buddies. Joanna, Elaine. Awesomesauces. Joanna is my gan little sister. She knows a lot about me. We were friends since secondary 1. Dawn was the reason why I knew her. I'm really glad I met her. Elaine, although I hate her because of her stupid head smacks, she's a good friend.
Audition buddies. Amanda, Dion, Kat. Best three.
Outside-of-school buddies. Bernard, Mint, Steve. I met Steve on Audition and now we're good friends. Mint was my ex-neighbor. Bernard, nothing much. He just knows how to make me stop crying.
Ex-tgps buddies. Chery, Shiying. These two know the most. But I'm good with Yingyin, Jaslyn, Zijuan, Saphina too. Laughables.
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Science exam today. >: It was a bitch paper. Really hate it. I wasn't sure of any questions. What's with the heart pumping blood out and stuffs. We don't even learn it. Oh fuck. :(
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