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Wednesday, March 2, 2011 7:53 PM
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Wednesday, February 23, 2011 7:26 PM
100th post. (title's fake)
Blog: Just say sorry.
I miss you, my blog.
I miss ranting my nonsense on you.
I miss my terrible English written here.
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Now I need you again.
I did something wrong.
What should I do.
Blog: Just say sorry.
Labels: emo
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011 9:51 PM
Exactly how much do you need me.
I found out that I was not in Miss Tey's class at all. She kindly told me that I would have to go for the other slower class for English lessons after today. Firstly, I was kind of disappointed. Why did I failed my diagnostic test? If I did not, I would have not been so busy to move around every English lesson. And that is very irritating to me.
However, Zhi Xin told me, "If you're not in her class, then you won't need to do the 're-present' thing, isn't that better?" No and yes. No because I won't get to practice speaking. Yes because I can slack.
Conclusion, I rather be in her class. If Zhi Xin is willing to exchange with me, I would gladly accept it.
And, just a question. Does my English composition really suck that badly? :( Maybe I just was not in the mood for a test.
After CCA, I was forced to go for block catching with the other 2E4 2010 students. It was kind of fun. Lasted only for a while I guess. Cause there was only 3 girls: Zhi Xin, Pearline and me. And then the others were all boys. That is so speechless. Because the girls are always the one being ganged up.
K whatever. Then went back home with Pearline. After that I rushed for tuition and my dinner was old chang kee and bubble tea. $5. *laughs*
I found out that I was not in Miss Tey's class at all. She kindly told me that I would have to go for the other slower class for English lessons after today. Firstly, I was kind of disappointed. Why did I failed my diagnostic test? If I did not, I would have not been so busy to move around every English lesson. And that is very irritating to me.
However, Zhi Xin told me, "If you're not in her class, then you won't need to do the 're-present' thing, isn't that better?" No and yes. No because I won't get to practice speaking. Yes because I can slack.
Conclusion, I rather be in her class. If Zhi Xin is willing to exchange with me, I would gladly accept it.
And, just a question. Does my English composition really suck that badly? :( Maybe I just was not in the mood for a test.
After CCA, I was forced to go for block catching with the other 2E4 2010 students. It was kind of fun. Lasted only for a while I guess. Cause there was only 3 girls: Zhi Xin, Pearline and me. And then the others were all boys. That is so speechless. Because the girls are always the one being ganged up.
K whatever. Then went back home with Pearline. After that I rushed for tuition and my dinner was old chang kee and bubble tea. $5. *laughs*
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Monday, January 10, 2011 6:47 PM
Today is probably the worse day of school.
I missed out my favourite job, taking photos (for the graduates). Because of my woman cramps.
Okay, the pain only came on me like, on the second period? ._. Sometimes I really dislike being a lady. I rather be a man. But a man would need to serve national service. And hard work is something I hate. Who won't hate it?
I seriously need to distract myself with something.
I missed out my favourite job, taking photos (for the graduates). Because of my woman cramps.
Okay, the pain only came on me like, on the second period? ._. Sometimes I really dislike being a lady. I rather be a man. But a man would need to serve national service. And hard work is something I hate. Who won't hate it?
I seriously need to distract myself with something.
So busy everyday
Friday, November 12, 2010 11:09 PM
Went to the guides headquarters to replace Yanling as the counter people.
Since its at Bishan, I went to Koi with Annabella.
After that we met Jia En and Belin at the food court and I watched them eat.
Since its at Bishan, I went to Koi with Annabella.
After that we met Jia En and Belin at the food court and I watched them eat.
Labels: emo, girlguides
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Saturday, October 23, 2010 12:39 PM
I can't tell you the answer. Because it made me cry already.
Damn, in love with B2ST.
via fuckyeahgikwang.
B2ST best body; AJ. (L)
I still remembered, when I was with you, I loved Cookie Monster. I loved Suju. I loved Bonamana. But now, no.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Sunday, October 17, 2010 9:00 PM
I don't know.
(Skip this question.)
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Went to Dhoby Gaut after tuition & went to buy Crocs. Erm. I chose Crocband Flats. Cause, I LOVE FLATS!
via Crocs SG
Yeah. I bought yellow. Then, after that, I went to have lunch with my parents...
& its icecream with hot chocolate.
You can take any amount of ice cream /cups of coffee you want after you had paid. The shop is inside the MRT. Near JCube. So, checcccckkkk itttttt outttttt!
Bye.
I met a guy.
I fell in love with him.
I'm glad I found him.
I got bored.
I lied to him.
And I broke up with him.
He found another girl.
I was suddenly, jealous.
Then, I cried for him.
Missed him badly.
Every night, I'll think of him.
Now I regretted.
I shouldn't have ended the relationship at first.
I needed help.
I want him back.
But I can't.
And through these bad times, I realized who are my true friends.
Moodless
Thursday, October 14, 2010 5:48 PM
1. When you suddenly talk in a nasal voice.
- Onew - Surprised, so he just stares and smiles
- Jonghyun - Stares for a while, and then grins all of a sudden
- Kibum - Imitates you and laughs
- Minho - Gets rid of his flaming charisma and just smiles at you
- Taemin - Says "Hehe.. Nuna you're funny..." and laughs
2. When you ask them to entertain you because you're bored.
- Onew - Says he'll go shopping with you
- Jonghyun - Brings his mp3 over, listens to it with you and falls asleep while listening
- Kibum - Tickles you and plays with you
- Minho - Silently brings two Nintendo DS and plays with you
- Taemin - Says he'll take you to a PC room or an arcade
3. When some thugs gang up on you
- Onew - Pushes you away and gets beat up in your place
- Jonghyun - Runs over and beats them up for you
- Kibum - Calls all the sunbae he knows
- Minho - Shoots his flaming charisma on them so they run away
- Taemin - Calls the police
4. When he goes to the army
- Onew - Tells you that you're forbidden to look at any other guys until he comes back
- Jonghyun - Says "This oppa will come back much cooler"
- Kibum - Chatters on and on for the last time
- Minho - Says one thing. "I'll come back..."
- Taemin - Says "You trust me right? I'll be back soon."
5. When he's back from the army
- Onew - Suddenly comes up behind you, hugs you and says "Did you wait long?"
- Jonghyun - Hugs you, tells you he missed you and also says "How am I? Isn't oppa cooler?"
- Kibum - Smiles widely and says "Did you wait a long time?"
- Minho - Gets rid of his flaming charisma, smiles and hugs you while saying "I missed you"
- Taemin - Flies over and hugs you and says "I'm finally back!"
6. When you confess your love to him
- Onew - Listens quietly and then hugs you
- Jonghyun - Confesses together with you
- Kibum - Thanks you and gives you a present
- Minho - Takes you somewhere else and confesses his love.
- Taemin - Says he's going to confess, too
7. When you're crying in front of your house
- Onew - Holds you and comforts you
- Jonghyun - Comforts you, and then watches you go into the house
- Kibum - Takes you to his house and comforts you there
- Minho - Hugs you until you stop crying
- Taemin - Stays still and then cautiously talks to you
8. When you doze off on the bus
- Onew - Falls asleep first and leans on you
- Jonghyun - Falls asleep together with you, wakes up suddenly and puts his jacket over you
- Kibum - Watches you quietly
- Minho - Sits you on his lap
- Taemin - Wakes you up and tells you to sleep at home
9. After your date, when you go home
- Onew - Asks "Do you want me to take you home?"
- Jonghyun - Says "Let's go" and nothing else and takes you home
- Kibum - Says "Is your house big? Did you clean your room?" and nags you all the way until your house
- Minho - Says nothing and takes you home
- Taemin - Says "Nuna, I'm scared! I'll call you so go home by yourself!" and goes home by himself
10. When you say you're cold
- Onew - Takes his coat off for you
- Jonghyun - Buys you a windbreaker
- Kibum - Takes you into a warm coffee shop and buys you coffee
- Minho - Puts his coat around both of you
- Taemin - Says he's cold and asks you to take off your coat for him
11. When you say you're exhausted
- Onew - Asks you if you're okay and pats your back
- Jonghyun - Tells you to cry if you're exhausted
- Kibum - Asks what happened
- Minho - Holds you
- Taemin - Suddenly turns into Power Taemin and holds you tightly
12. When you're walking together
- Onew - Holds your hand tightly
- Jonghyun - Says "You're really pretty from the side..." and keeps staring at you
- Kibum - Keeps chattering
- Minho - Stares at you with his flaming charisma
- Taemin - Acts cute and talks with you
13. When you say there's something in your eye
- Onew - Blows on your eye
- Jonghyun - Says "Stop joking" but blows on your eye anyway
- Kibum - Hits the back of your head until you cry
- Minho - Melts the dust with his flaming charisma
- Taemin - Says "I think there's something in my eye too~" and has you blow on his eye
14. When SHINee comes over when you're coming out of school
- Onew - Asks if you're hungry and buys you food
- Jonghyun - Suddenly holds your hand and walks together
- Kibum - Packs lunch for you and feeds you
- Minho - Shoots flaming charisma while he walks over
- Taemin - Holds your hand and says "did you miss oppa?"
15. When you say you want this and that
- Onew - Buys for you without hesitation
- Jonghyun - Says "No! I don't have money~" and buys something slightly cheaper
- Kibum - Says "Save money!" but buys it the next day and leaves it front of your house
- Minho - Glares at you with his flaming charisma
- Taemin - Says "Oppa doesn't have money~" and begs you to buy it for him
16. When you ignore all his calls and texts for a day
- Onew - Has texted you 50 times and called you 50 times
- Jonghyun - Has texted you 20 times and called you 60 times and then ran over to your house
- Kibum - Has texted you 3 times, called you 20 times and ran over to your house
- Minho - Has texted you 20 times, called you 100 times and then consistently asks you the next day what you did the day before
- Taemin - Has texted you 2 times, called you 3 times and then comes over and cries, asking why you ignored him
17. When you cry
- Onew - Holds you and comforts you
- Jonghyun - Suddenly becomes serious, pats your back and says, "Don't cry..."
- Kibum - Says "Aigoo, my baby, don't cry"
- Minho - Says scarily, "Who made you cry"
- Taemin - Cries with you, saying, "Nuna, why are you crying?"
18. When you're laughing crazily because of something really funny
- Onew - Shocked, says "Ba..baby..."
- Jonghyun - Laughs crazily AT you
- Kibum - Scolds you, saying, "A girl shouldn't laugh like that"
- Minho - Says nothing and makes you feel awkward
- Taemin - Laughs crazily WITH you
19. When you gift him with a sweater you've made yourself
- Onew - Extremely touched, says "Wow... Baby, thanks..."
- Jonghyun - Complains that it looks weird, but wears it extremely often
- Kibum - Confused, says, "Huh, I never taught you stuff like this"
- Minho - Only says "thanks"
- Taemin - Acts cute to show his gratitude
20. When you kiss him on the cheek
- Onew - Blushes brightly but kisses you
- Jonghyun - Says, "You started it" and kisses you deeply
- Kibum - Gets shocked and says, "Oh my god, what're you doing"
- Minho - Clears his throat and makes the situation awkward
- Taemin - Sprouts nosebleed
21. When you're with him at a swimming pool in a bikini and guys stare at you
- Onew - Puts a towel over you silently
- Jonghyun - Curses everyone out silently
- Kibum - Starts scolding you, "What were you thinking?!"
- Minho - Scares everyone with his flaming charisma so no one can stare.
- Taemin - Says "Nuna, I don't like sexy women" and makes you go change
22. When you call suddenly really late at night
- Onew - Woke up because of your call and is sleepy, but says he wasn't sleeping and stays on the phone with you
- Jonghyun - Says "who told you to call this late" but sings you a sweet lullaby
- Kibum - Nags you about waking up because of you, but all of a sudden you realize he's been talking more than you have
- Minho - Worries about you because you aren't asleep yet
- Taemin - Is very honest and tells you he's sleepy and is going to go to sleep
23. During the finals week, when you've studied at school until really late and call him to take you home
- Onew - Asks you where you are, runs over as fast as he can and brings hot cocoa with him
- Jonghyun - Tells you that he's too tired and it's too much work, so you're walking home alone upset, but suddenly appears and wraps his arm around you to surprise you
- Kibum - Says "Since when do you study?" but also says "Don't go anywhere"
- Minho - Before you call him, he calls you to ask if you want to get picked up
- Taemin - Comes over in his mom's car to give you a ride
24. When you show up wearing a really short skirt
- Onew - Clears his throat because he doesn't know where to keep his gaze
- Jonghyun - Says "Sheesh... I don't know what to do with you.." and takes off his jacket to tie it around your front and walks closely behind you
- Kibum - Hits you and says he won't hang out with you if you dress like this again
- Minho - Doesn't say anything, but every time a guy stares at you glares at them with his flaming charisma
- Taemin - Very honestly says, "Wow, your legs are really pretty, nuna"
25. When you're in pain in because of really high heels
- Onew - Suddenly takes you to a bench, sits you down and gives you a foot massage
- Jonghyun - Goes into a store, buys a pair of cheap slippers for himself and gives you his sneakers
- Kibum - Nags you about it, suddenly gives you a piggy back ride, but doesn't stop nagging
- Minho - Stares at you for a while with his flaming charisma, then kneels down and tells you "Get on"
- Taemin - Doesn't know what to do because you're hurting
26. When you say, "Let's break up"
- Onew - Says nothing except "Good bye" and then when you turn your back smiles sadly and cries
- Jonghyun - Says "Let me hold you for the last time" and then lets you go, but cries his eyes out when you're gone
- Kibum - Suddenly stops joking around and asks you if you're joking and says he won't let you go
- Minho - Stares at you, and when you turn around takes your arm and tells you not to go
- Taemin - Whines, asks why and says no like a child
27. After you've broken up
- Onew - Makes sure you don't know, but visits the front of your house and stares at your window
- Jonghyun - Calls you when he's drunk and cries his heart out
- Kibum - Texts you things like "You really aren't going to see me?" "I miss you" "I can't let you go"
- Minho - Calls anonymously and hangs up after he hears your voice
- Taemin - Cries because he doesn't know what to do after the first person that he fell in love with dumped him
Grabbed it from tumbledbutterflies.
So cool. 9 Onews. 3 Minhos. 6 Kibums. 7 Jonghyuns. 2 Taemins.
Onew won.
Labels: emo
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Wednesday, October 13, 2010 7:38 PM
No. Way. Why must I talk about this now.
Two words:
Fuck love.
I really, want to stay out of it.
By the way, I made a skin for Wei Ya today.
And I guess everyone today was surprised that the hall was opened up. There was air-con inside too. I didn't bring my jacket. I'll bring it tomorrow. Or else I'll be freezing.
This post is linked to: 30 Letters.
Beautiful days.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 7:28 PM
Another year, another chapter, another blog.
I wanna change. Change to someone stronger. I'm not strong enough to answer love's call. I know, it's a wrong decision to have relationships in secondary school. Shall I wait? Wait for the perfect guy who knows me. Knows why I smile when I'm angry, and knows why I cry when I'm happy. All my ex know nothing.
It was perfectly well in school today. We had our Maths exam. I didn't do one question and it was about simple fractions. I guess I need to ask my tutor later. I walked to the Palida's bus stop and walked to mine. I passed by the block of flats where the flasher might be. But I wasn't scared. I continued to walk. I reached the bus stop, it was empty. No one was there. I checked the time, 10.58AM. It was too early.
I decided to blast music in my ears while waiting for the bus to come. After a while, I saw one of my juniors. She didn't recognize me. Guess I changed a lot after the previous girl guides outing. Mum said she's going to get my hair reborned on Friday. I can't wait.
Got on to the bus with them. And even alighted at the same stop. Wow. Is my that junior, cock eyed? Or is she just too shy to admit I am her rowdy senior. Well, whatever. Separated ways with them after we alighted though. I went to Compass Point. Up to the library. Borrowed books. Read them. And then went to grab Old Chang Kee. And home-ed.
*Then, at home. I felt thirsty then I went to search the whole house for my water bottle and next, Rong Xin texted me and said I left it in school because he saw it underneath my table. Sai kang sia.
Well, it's time for tuition anyways. C'ya.
Labels: emo