Thanks Pearline for the shots.

Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 - the last person you kissed
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror

I'll pick three and I'll tell you.

Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.

Dear first ex boyfriend,

yeah surprised? you were the one that broke it the hardest. gosh, some more you're my first love. well, not really. i was too young that time. i didn't understand what the fuck was lust/love. yeah. bye.

Day 28 - someone that changed your life.

Dear myself,

From primary school to secondary school: I've changed.

Thanks for letting the wonders of being hyper come into my life. I didn't know my secondary school would like hyper crazy freak asses that are fucking friendly. And I still remembered, one the first day of school, my first impression to Zavier was, "Annie? Were you a prefect?"

I said, "Yeah, but that was primary three and then I quit when I'm primary four. Why?"

Zavier replied, "Because, you're so confident."

I never knew that until he told me.

Second thing, Miss Toh's first impression of me was, "Annie? You understand Chinese right?"

I replied, "Obviously."

Some friends kpo, said, "Miss Toh, she's obviously chinese. Yellow skin eh."

Then Miss Toh said, "I know, but she has a accent in her voice."

I have an accent. Thanks. Wait, what kind of accent? I don't want it to be American accent. I want it to be British accent. So is it British accent? I never asked.

Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.

Hi Kelvin.

Guess you'll read this soon.

Hung out with Pearline.
We went to the gym. Then we tried out all the machines. She was so pro. Just look at her arm muscles. No wonder I failed inclined pull up. Because I can't even lift 30kg, I'm too fucking heavy.

Then, after sweating out all the fats. We went to 7-11. Pearline saw her friend. Talked to him. And I slowly chose what I wanted. Giant or just the large one. Oh gee, $2 for gulp and sandwiches. Wtf should I buy that?! Eh no. I'm not exactly hungry.

In the end I bought Slurpee, $1.

AND THEN I WENT TO MALAYSIA.

Nah, I'm joking. It's Singapore.

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Dear superman,
I wanna be you. Save the people. But, it won't be an easy job, of course. Every job has it own difficulties. Oh well, this song is dedicated to you:

Wish that I could cry, fall upon my knees. Find a way to lie about a home I’ll never see.

Enjoy, alrights. SUPERRRRMANNNNN.

Went out with Joanna & Yifan today.

We went to collect the mood ring from the blogshop we've gotten our stocks from.



Joanna & Me.
We met at Compass Point, 7-11.

Then, we went to HarbourFront MRT Station. Went around the whole Vivocity for like, 3 hours. We cannot find her (the supplier). Joanna finally discovered, there was another shopping mall. HarbourFront Centre?

We went there. And finally found her.

Hahahahahaha. The shop was called, "Animal". Kind of cute. We met her there, and then traded. It was so easy! And I can't believe she's just 15.

I want to work.

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Hello Zi Ling.
This is a post for you. We've not been in touch for a very very long time already. I remembered the last time I went to your house. I was still conscious about dirtying my feet even though I wore shoes. I would put several pieces of tissue paper on the shoe before I wore them. And when I want to step into the house of somebody's, I'll remove the tissues and use them to clean the tissues left on my sole before I get it. Then I'll roll the tissues into a ball and ask the owner, "Where's the rubbish bin?"

What a clean freak. I know right.

I remembered, when I still lived at Bedok. We were neighbours. On your birthday, I would get red eggs from your mom. And we would sit behind our doors and look at each other while eating it. If you don't understand what I meant, I mean, I sit behind my house's door. She sit behind hers. Then, we'll look at each other and eat the egg.

Okay that's seriously confusing. Forget it.

Then, dad wanted to move house. I have no choice but to follow him. If we did not move, we might still be neighbours. I might not be in my current secondary school. I might not have my good friends that are here now. And I might not be addicted to Audition.

It's okay. I'll get mom to call up your mom some day and we'll meet soon. I promise. Soon. :)

Dad is getting a keyboard. As in, not the computer one, the musical type one. A KEYBOARD. Imagine Annie playing a keyboard.

/edit:



I played Für Elise once the keyboard came.


Me ♥ Beethoven to the very maximum.

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My relatives. They spread from Malaysia to England to Australia and to Japan.

Firstly, what I want to say is...

Your angbao money is really huge.

My uncle, a chef from England. He flew to Singapore during the New Years. He gave me this angbao. It's just a normal, red, filmsy packet. But this one, its fat. At first I thought it would be contained with all the chocolate coins. Because I shook it, there were stuffs rolling inside.

I kept it inside my bag until I reached home. I open it this time, WHAT THE HELL. ONE THOUSAND U.K MONEY (1000 GBP).

You're kidding me. I'm gonna change it into SGD and guess what I'll get back.

2,079.11 SGD

Man I love money. $_$

Uh. Wait. There's more.

I went to a toys buffet today.



Gee, they printed out the school wrongly so we had to correct it by pasting papers.


This set of toys can't be found anymore. :D



By the way, after that photo up there, I went back home myself at about 3PM. I was having stomach cramps. So, Miss Toh asked me to go home.

Last but not least.



I just wanna say, I'm happy to see the smiles on the kids today. I'm happy that they had found their favourite toys, and brought them home to play. :)

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S.

I still. I still think about you. I saw your pictures on Facebook recently. There were this particular girl in almost all the pictures. I can't stop thinking of it, maybe she's your new.. girlfriend? No, no, maybe just a friend.. Ahhhhhh. Okay, forget it. I'm not gonna guess who is she to you anymore because it's giving me creeps. It's making me jealous.

We're just not suited to be lovers. We're better if we're good friends. I hope we would really be still good friends even after 10 years. I'm really glad I met you, even though we weren't together anymore.

If she's really the one, the perfect girl, then she had also found the perfect guy. Tell her she's lucky. Last long, you two.

By the way,

Happy Deepavali.

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Primary six buddies. I guess.

Some have to leave our side. It's not a choice. Everyone needs go to their own way. But, even though we weren't close friends anymore. When it comes to celebrations, we still go back to our primary school and meet each other.

And we'll have fun together, just for that day.

Knowledge can never replace friendship. I rather be an idiot.
- Patrick Star.

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Hard question.

Because all my friends aren't that petty.

Woke up at 6.50AM. Had a toy collection at the hdb blocks near my house. Then after that, I went for dance. That's about it.

You don't know me, guess you don't need me.
Why you're not seeing what you're missing.
On the outside shying away.
On the inside dying to say.

HAPPYBIRTHDAYDAD.

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I can't tell you the answer. Because it made me cry already.

Damn, in love with B2ST.


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B2ST best body; AJ. (L)

I still remembered, when I was with you, I loved Cookie Monster. I loved Suju. I loved Bonamana. But now, no.

Labels: 30letters, emo, kpop

My grandmother. I wish that she's still alive.

Nothing much happened in school.

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I don't know.
(Skip this question.)

-

Went to Dhoby Gaut after tuition & went to buy Crocs. Erm. I chose Crocband Flats. Cause, I LOVE FLATS!


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Yeah. I bought yellow. Then, after that, I went to have lunch with my parents...

& its icecream with hot chocolate.


You can take any amount of ice cream /cups of coffee you want after you had paid. The shop is inside the MRT. Near JCube. So, checcccckkkk itttttt outttttt!

Bye.

I met a guy.
I fell in love with him.
I'm glad I found him.
I got bored.
I lied to him.
And I broke up with him.
He found another girl.
I was suddenly, jealous.
Then, I cried for him.
Missed him badly.
Every night, I'll think of him.
Now I regretted.
I shouldn't have ended the relationship at first.
I needed help.
I want him back.
But I can't.
And through these bad times, I realized who are my true friends.

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All the audition friends.
I want to meet them.

Because, sharing the joy and laughter in the game itself wouldn't be nicer than doing it in reality.


I found my love in it. I also lost my love in it. However, the friends in there are just so... amazing.

You should try audition if you haven't. But don't get yourself addicted.

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You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say

For now. I think. She was... B's friend. :/ She's my dudette. She plays Audition too. She is a camper.

I got back my results.

• Science - A2.
• Art - A1.
• Maths - B3.
• Chinese - A2.
  

I failed Literature. I almost failed English. I improved in Chinese and Science and Maths. The others? I don't know.

I'm scared of the Parents Teacher Meet. And I'm scared that my maths would be the worse among everyone. Almost everyone gotten 90+ or below.

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No. Way. Why must I talk about this now.

Two words:
Fuck love.

I really, want to stay out of it.

By the way, I made a skin for Wei Ya today.


And I guess everyone today was surprised that the hall was opened up. There was air-con inside too. I didn't bring my jacket. I'll bring it tomorrow. Or else I'll be freezing.

This post is linked to: 30 Letters.

Labels: 30letters, emo, shocked

The best story for those that doesn't believe in love anymore. Because I'm starting to trust it again, slowly.


Went to the AMK cinema with Felicia today. I was terribly late. Felicia paid for my ticket first. Then when we saw each other, we totally ran into the theaters. The movie had started. What the shit. :(

Yes it means I missed the first part of the movie. But it was amazing. I caught the storyline up after a few moments later.

Oh and I got fucking good news.


*jumps and wiggles* WOOOOOOOT!

The letter:

A stranger. When I was young, I was terrified of talking to strangers. My parents always warned me about not talking to any strangers before I go to school. Now, it wasn't the case anymore. I helped a lot of strangers. The way for directions and stuffs. Sometimes, strangers just pop out and tell you something that they admire what you're wearing.

There was once, a man was behind me. I was using my BEAST bag. He tapped on my shoulder, "Hey. You bite?" I was stunned for a moment. "Huh?" He said, "Beast? Does that mean you bite?" How random was that. That was when I got so random about things. Maybe he was the one that inspired me.

Life, the condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaptation to environment through changes originating internally.

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I don't stop dreaming when I wake up. I dreamed of falling off a cliff. I dreamed of ghosts. I dreamed of red-eyed monsters. And in one dream, I woke up crying.

I hate this morning because of stuffs.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

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I'm the only child.

How I wished I had a elder brother. I want one. He could take care of me. He could share why does boys do stuffs like that. He could be there whenever I need his shoulder. Why didn't my parents gave birth to a guy first? Then, me.

My friends always complained to me about their siblings. But I feel so envious of them. Every night, they can talk to someone before they sleep. They could share their feelings with each other. Although everyone's brother isn't the same, but I want to experience the life with a sibling. It's so boring everyday.

The computer is my sibling. :(

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I tried Coffee Bean's The Original Vanilla today.


It's nice.

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They are the two most important people in my life. They brought me into this world. They taught me how to be a person.

My mother was just like any other mothers. She nags. Although mothers always nag, it's for our own good. And because we were really agitated that moment, we tend to blame our mother nagging and throw our anger to her. And we will complain why do mothers nag so much. However, in the end, when she leave you for a while, you'll start to miss her nags.

Just like when you lose someone precious, your heart will suddenly, feels like it is missing something.

My father was a really smart man. He taught me art. When I was an infant, he told me, I would always look at him doing his 3D architecture works. He taught me how to use the computer when I was 3 years old. Whenever I have any problems, I will go to him. He was really patient to everyone. However, if the heat in his body had been bottled up again and again, it might blast out anytime. There was once, I was really rude to him. He tried to punch me in the face but in the end, he didn't and he cooled down. And say sorry after it.

Now I'm starting to feel bad about it.

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Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadalupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

By the way...

EOYS ARE OVER.

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No crushes at all. I used to have it in primary school. But now, the feeling just went off.

Talking about primary school, I remembered a lot in primary five and six. I liked Jim before. That's weird. Now he's in Mayflower and I'm in Hougang. If people read this and tomorrow they start to talk about it. I'm not afraid because it's all the past. And Jim used to call me, "The Man". Ooh, reminds me of Hwa Hwee and Jason. HAHAHAHAHA. Those are the guys that sit around me during primary five. They were nice because I was anti-social and they tried to be friends with me.

And now it reminds me of my ex-primary five teacher, Mr Tan. He was a really nice man. He's still in Teck Ghee teaching. Oh my God. :3

Chinese exam today. I think I'll score A for it. But I'm not pretty sure about my composition's ending. It sucked a little because I had not enough time.

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I've been thinking of that question lately. I don't have a best friend. I do have good friends, and they're mostly, like... cliques.

And my good friends are everywhere. Not only at school. I have,

• Girl Guide buddies.
• Class buddies.
• Outside-of-class buddies.
  
• Audition buddies.
• Outside-of-school buddies.
• Ex-TGPS buddies.
  

Girl Guide buddies. I'm close to Michelle, Sin Yee and Nikki. I laugh a lot with Tryphena, Li Ying and Belin. Well, I guess this close friendship started because of NDP. But Nikki isn't in NDP 2010. She was my patrol's member. So during camp, we shared about our life before entering this school. And we became good friends after that.

Class buddies. Pearline, Felicia, Jean, Priscilla, You Ping, Wei Ya, Palida, Kai Wen, Rong Xin. Seriously, they are always with me when I'm down. I love them all.

Outside-of-class buddies. Joanna, Elaine. Awesomesauces. Joanna is my gan little sister. She knows a lot about me. We were friends since secondary 1. Dawn was the reason why I knew her. I'm really glad I met her. Elaine, although I hate her because of her stupid head smacks, she's a good friend.

Audition buddies. Amanda, Dion, Kat. Best three.

Outside-of-school buddies. Bernard, Mint, Steve. I met Steve on Audition and now we're good friends. Mint was my ex-neighbor. Bernard, nothing much. He just knows how to make me stop crying.

Ex-tgps buddies. Chery, Shiying. These two know the most. But I'm good with Yingyin, Jaslyn, Zijuan, Saphina too. Laughables.

If I left your name out. Please tag on the tagboard. But no spamming. Read books.

Science exam today. >: It was a bitch paper. Really hate it. I wasn't sure of any questions. What's with the heart pumping blood out and stuffs. We don't even learn it. Oh fuck. :(

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Labels: 30letters, sad

via l-vebox

Day 1 - your bestfriend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 - the person you miss the most
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 - the last person you kissed
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

I'll start tomorrow.

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Annie, 14.
▲ HS3E2'11

* Stars, moosic, Polaroid, mustaches, marvel heroes, B2ST, 2PM, f(x), SHINee, Nichkhun, Bom.

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